TRAVEL

Lagi perjalanan ke Bekasi, masih di bis, ini aja di salatiga. Ngga keluar" dari jawa tengah nih. Harus nyiapin bener" buat tes beasiswa di PU, kalo keterima alhamdulillah banget ya Allah. Doakan aja sukses. Buat my another little brother Rizqi Sina Amanullah, nih kaka udah update blog kan?? Hahaa kasian ngga pernah baca postingan baru.
BTW, agak sedih juga mesti nginggalin sekolah selama 3 hari, walaupun pelajarannya susah gue cukup tau diri buat masuk. Abis, masuk kelas aja kagak mudeng, apalahi kagak masuk --"... Jauh sih emang kalo ke jakarta tapi peluangnya lebih gede dripada di jogja, udah ngga bisa UGM :( kenapa bisa bisanya nama gw dicoret jadi peserta undangan ya?? Bingung ah gue
kemaren gw ngajak si mamad ngobrol depan kelas, eh anak" malah nyorakin istri tua istri muda, siapa coba yang jadi istri tua?? Macem" aja
habis itu anak" sekelas malah nyanyiin lagunya yovie n nuno aaaagghhhh ditambah mp3.a mami haduuuuh sedih banget dah
gw ngga nyadar kalo nasib gue ternyata sengenes ini
dan gue ngga mencoba lari dari itu. Bisa bisanya gue nelpon dia tadi, tapi gue ngga mau nutup :( ya ampun teeek!! Pacar orang
au ah suram jadinya. Konsen belajar sama hapalan aja dah. Gw tunggu ya bonekanya.. :D

The day u went away

complicated

FALLING STAR

When you forget me..When you don't remember my name
Not even a memory...Somewhere in the back of your brain
I won't be offended...'Cause I always knew that the day
Would come when I'm not enough to make you stay
You tell me it's not possible, no way that we could break
But nothing is illogical, believe me

Like falling stars over your head
We were bound to burn out, burn like crashing cars
I'll never get over you, never over you
'Cause you are so beautiful, yeah

The world is turning...And time keeps on lingering on
The sun will be burning...Eventually you will be gone

I'll always love you...Oh, believe it or not
Baby, that's not enough to, not enough to
Stop these

Falling stars over your head
We were bound to burn out, burn like crashing cars
I'll never get over you, never over you...'Cause you are so beautiful, yeah

When it's all said and done...I'll be just a speck in the galaxy
Floating far away by gravity
Tell me it's not possible, no way that we could break

Like falling stars...Like crashing cars

Like falling stars over your head
We were bound to burn out, just like crashing cars
I'll never get over you, never over you
'Cause you are so beautiful
You are so beautiful, yeah

CATCH ME

Before I fall too fast,Kiss me quick, but make it last, So I can see how badly this will hurt me,When you say goodbye…

Keep it sweet, keep it slow,Let the future pass, and don't let go,But tonight I could fall too soon,Into this beautiful moonlight

But you're so hypnotizing
You've got me laughing while I sing, you've got me smiling in my sleep
And I can see this unraveling
Your love is where I'm falling, but please don't catch me

See this heart won't settle down
Like a child running scared from a clown
I'm terrified of what you do
My stomach screams just when I look at you

Run far away so I can breathe
Even though you're far from suffocating me
I can't set my hopes too high
'Cause every hello ends with a goodbye

But you're so hypnotizing
You've got me laughing while I sing, you've got me smiling in my sleep
And I can see this unraveling
Your love is where I'm falling, but please don't catch me

So now you see why I'm scared
I can't open up my heart without a care
But here I go, it's what I feel
And for the first time in my life I know it's for real

But you're so hypnotizing
You've got me laughing while I sing, you've got me smiling in my sleep
And I can see this unraveling
Your love is where I'm falling so please don't catch me

If this is love, please don't break me
I'm giving up so just catch me

I JUST WANNA SAY GOOD BYE!

SOMETHING BAD

Gue lagi didepan GOR giri mandala, wonogiri. Nungguin yang pada jalan sehat. Sebenernya sih ngga niat" banget kesini, berhubung gue laper ya udah ikut aja. Hari terakhir liburan semester, ntar ngga ada liburan lagi, adanya liburan kelulusan yeeeee... Hahahahaaa masa" terakhir jadi anak sma.
Masa" terakhir gue jadi anak sma ngga terlalu seru, seengggaknya gue ngga bikin masalah sama orang, walau mendem masalah dalam diri gue sendiri. Dari dulu, gue ngga pernah berusaha terbuka sama orang lain. Mungkin ada yg bisa ngecap gue cengeng, hyperaktif, manja, heboh, suka mutung tapi itu bukan sifat asli gue. Nor with my family. Mereka ngga tau siapa gue bahkan nyokap. Gue ngga punya hubungan deket sama salah seorag dikeluarga gue. Cuma temen" smp gue yang tau gimana gue. Dan mereka bestfriend gue.
Hahhaaa jadi ngalor ngidul gini nulisnya.... Hari ini udah masuk. Galau kan gue. Mesti besok pagi udah upacara aduuuh malesnya

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Gue galau, udah tingkat internasional, tapi sayangnya disini ngga ada shower dan gue ngga bisa ngelaksanain amanatnya mas arif, alias @poconggg. 'jika galau, bershowerlah'. Yah lagi dipaksa anak" ngedit foto padahal guee kaga ahli yang beginian. Malam terakhir nih bisa guling" diranjang pegang hp laptop, ps tanpa perlu sembnyi" dibawah selimut atau ngunci pintu. Yah semoga aja besok masih sukses. Gue ngga ada niat buat bawa mainan kedalem kok, lagian abis liburan ini mau serius murojaah. Itu hapalan 5 juz harus sukses pokoknya, ngga boleh disia"in. Hadits juga 42 hedeeeh.. Ayo semangat!!!
Gini nih masa" menyemangati diri sendiri hahaaa... Seminggu liburan cuma sekali bisa posting diwarnet, lainnya posting lewat hp semua. Sebenernya malam ini kudu tidur cepet, besok pagi disuruh ikut jalan sehat keluarga bank BRI. Hadoooh gue kan keluarganya prudential. Malem ini mau seneng" dah. Masa malem terakhir stress??? Hahaa abis baca blog orang kegeeran tadi. Tapi ya wes lah. Tinggal5 bulan lagi kok. Cepet UAN doooong!!!
Barusan diajak jalan" kepasar malem. Gini" nih orang ngga bakat ngedate. Baru muter" bentar udah capek halaaah.. Emang pacaran itu itu mesti muter" gitu kayak anak" muter" malbor ampe kakinya sengkle???
Komen gini bukan karna gue ngga pernah pacaran, tapi cuma bingung aja. Apa itu gara" the power of love???
Sedih gw, hari ini sms.a ngga dibales"... Akayaaahhh p.shone.

SURAM

Gue lagi agak" labil waktu ngetik postingan ini, yah semoga yang baca ngga ikut labil. Posisi gue lagi di wonogiri. Kerumah ghea yang deket sama kantor ayahnya. Tadi malem kita naik mobil sampe wonogiri kesonooooo. Dijlana aja gue udah teler, apalagi besok. GUE MESTI IKUT JALAN-JALAN SEHAT. Ya lumayan sih sebenernya. Tapi tapi tapi.. *mecahin piring. Kemaren siang, temennya ghea (selanjutnya gue namain sammy, karna dia mirip sammy krispatih) dateng kerumah katanya mau ngajakin jalan. Dia pake motor gede sejenis harley davidson gitu. Tapi ngga pas aja sama dia. Mau sok kegantengan kali ya. Berhubung gue lagi pengen banget makan udang gue minta dia nganterin. Ya udah deh gue duduk di jok belakang, pantat gue udah nempel tuh. Si sammy mencet" starternya dan jeng jeng jeng jeng... Motornya ngadat. Mampus lo. Gw turun dri motor. Taraf kemangkelan gue meningkat. Sek sek gw mau jlan dulu